Saturday, December 27, 2008

Dece. 24-26, 2008

December 24 - since may pasok pa so i have to wake up early. and pakshet whole day pa kami nun... antok na antok ako dahil puyat pa nung nakaraang gabi dahil nga sa kitakits..
pumyag na ung boss ko na umuwi kami ng 3pm pero still naiwan ako sa office dahil may parating akong client...

finally 4:30 nakapagout din ako, umuwi muna ko at natulog as in, di na ko nagpalit ng pambhay.

7:00 pm - walang tigil sa katutunog ang cellphone ko, tumatawag ang pinsan ko at simula na raw ang misa dun, after the mass christmas party na namin. so kahit antok na antok pinilit kong bumangon then took a bath.

after the mass, christmas party with cousins followed.. videoke fever at inuman galore hahahah till 5:30 in the morning..

btw, i received a call from kuya odeck hehehe thanks kuya ;D

December 25- kahit na uber sa puuyat have to wake up early dahil kailangan kong pumunta ng pasay to meet my mom and sister. pero di natuloy because nagtext ang tita ko na sinugod daw ang lola ko sa hospital.

so instead of going to pasay, sa hospital ako dumeretso, dun na kami ngkita ng mama ko at kapatid.. and it was really a tiring and stressfull and sad christmas for all of us, because kailangan iadmit sa ICU ang lola ko...

nagtetext at tumatawag pa ung mga pinsan ko dahil dumating ung isang pinsan ko na galing dubai.

then i received a call from roan, di ko pa naririnig ng una, 3 missed call kala ko kung sino kasi "no number" and marami rin akong barkada na tumatawag from abroad. and i wasnt expecting him to call that early 7pm palang satin that time and 6 am ng umaga sa kanila.

it was a 30 mins call pero bitin pa rin hehehe... imiss he's voice hahahaha and i miss everything on him...


sumaglit ako sandali sa pinsa ko and took some shot pero tumakas din ako hahahah dina talaga carry ng powers ko, antok na antok at pagod na pagod na ko.

December 26 - it was Joshua' 1st birthday, my pamngkin. so we have to go to pasay para tumulong sa pagpeprepare. so sugod na naman kami dun.

nakakaaliw dahil they rented a clowns, kaya lang natatakot ang pmangkin ko hehehe...
sobrang dami ng bisita...

antok na antok pa rin ako gang ngayun pero kailangan pang pumasok dahil daming trabaho...
but after this im finally taking a long vacation... so january 5 na ulit ang balik ko....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Merry Christmas sa Lahat

parang sa panahon ngayun, mga bata na lang ang talagang nakakaappreciate ng christmas. yung mga may edad na iniisip ang christmas as gastos..
i remember when i was still young, excited kaming magkakapatid pag magpapasko na. natatandaan ko pa november pa lang nanghihingi na kami ng pambili ng pamasko sa papa ko.
madalas icelebrate namin ang christmas sa nueva (sa manila pa kami nakatira before) since every christmas ang reunion namin sa father side. so dun palang hataw na talaga kami sa mga narereceive na aguinaldo, gifts or cash. tapos my father would play a santa, kaya before christmas talaga busy kami sa pamimili at pagbabalot ng gifts.
excited mag simbang gabi at mangarolling...
naalala ko pa noon, dun sa compound namin sa valenzuela, every year nagpapractice pa kami para sa pangangarolling, tapos ung maiipon namin sa pangangarolingan gagamitin namin sa outing...sarap ng buhay nun... everybody is free spirit..walang pakialam basta masaya lahat kasi magpapasko....
but as the years goes by, ang daming nagbago, pahirap ng pahirap ang buhay...
i had my first godchild whden i was in grade 5, noon excited pa talaga na bilhan siya ng gifts every christmas talagang pinipilit ko ung papa ko na bigyan talaga ko ng pera para pambigay dun...
pero nung nagwowork na ko, at dumagdag na ng dumagdag ang inaanak ko, bigla kong naramdaman ang hirap hehehehe.... every year yata 2 or 3 ang dumagdagdag sa inaanak ko hahaha...
ngayun tuwing november plang iniisip ko na kung anong regalo ang bibilhin ko, kung paano ko babudgetin ang 13month ko para sa mga inaanak ko hehehe, then i have a sister, na kailangan ko pa ring budgetan ng pamasko...
kung noon, ako ang binibigyan ng gift ng mga ninong at ninang ko, since nagkatrabaho ko, ako na ang nagbibigay ng gift, and it really feels good, na makitang ang mga godparents ko na masaya kasi nalaman nila na naalala ko sila...
sabi nga christmas is giving, and its ok to give than to receive, but i must admit i miss receiving gifts, and i miss unwrapping gifts. yun lang...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
MAY ALL OUR WISHES BE GRANTED....

Friday, December 19, 2008

my birthday & my first night in my new "home"

Well, its not actually home naman, actually its just a room, but since solo ko ung room I consider it na as my home…

So kahapon, natapos na rin ako sa paghahakot ng gamit, so what I did is to unpack lahat ng gamit at iayos, imagine birthday ko pero puro alikabok at ang dumi dumi ko dahil sa pag aayos.. and first time na nangyari na di ako lumabas or gumimik ng birthday ko.. (kaya maraming nagtext sakin ang nagtaka nung nalaman nila na walang celebration hehehehe)….

So yun I finished unpacking “some” of my things (some kasi I still have 2 boxes to unpack) by 9:30 well pinilit kong tapusin ng maaga dahil pagod na rin ako, and gutom na, so after that naglinis ng katawan then head up to Jollibee hehehe dami ko gutom I ordered 2 pieces chicken joy ( pero 1 rice lnag ha?! ;p) tapos 1 large fries, saka sundae… (hahahah timawa talaga lolz) di ako nakatayo aftersa sobrang busog hehehe…

after that umuwi na ko, read bob ong’s stainless longganisa (sa wakes nasimulan ko na ulit basahin) slept at 11;30 pm (aga na un for an insomniac like me)….

Aga ko nagising kanina, I wake up 7am (maaga na uli sa usual na gising ko) and arrived at the office 8:22 for the first hindi na naman ako late hahahaha….

So yun, ganun ko na celebrate ang aking 27th birthday and my first night in my room…

Honestly, no regrets that I didn’t celebrate my birthday outside, di gumimik at di umiinom, coz even im alone yesterday im happy…

though masaya rin naman ako to be with my friends, specially with my 2 ates (ate wheng & ate nanz) who are my constant companion in celebrating my birthday…but there are lot of people I missed to be with specially on my special day… yung childhood friends ko- dhang & lhiza… (tagal na nating di lumalabas bakla heheh my mga baby na kasi kau kaya ganun haha)

atleast ive experienced celebrating my birthday ;D

27 years...... tanda ko na hahahaha

Im thankful to the Lord that He gave me 27 years... At sana more years pa hehehe ( Di naman ako mabait so di naman ako siguro kukunin agad niLord lols)

In 27 years of my life, a lot of things had happened...a lot of people come and go... a lot of trials came along my way..

Im thankful to the people, who touched my heart and who continuosly touching my heart and my life... to the people who made a big part in my life,salamat...

a lot of people had come and go....

mga taong minahal ko pero nawala, though meron pa ring mga naiwan...mga taong dumating at patuloy na dumarating...

sa mga taong nakasamaan ko ng loob, sa mga taong in someway had hurt me..

and at the same time nasaktan ko rin, salamat.. you guys made me a strong person and ive learned a lot from you...

a lot of memories...

good and bad....

good memories that i will cherish through the rest of my life..

and bad memories that made me who i am right now...

to my family, na laging nadiyan.. who loves me unconditionally... thank you

to roan, who loves me (sana ) thank you..

to my multiply friends and online buddies, who read all my emo blogs, mga nagtiyagang bumasa sa mga kadramahan at kalokohan ko sa buhay, thank you... marami man sa inyo ang di ko pa nakikita, but you guys already touched my life & my heart...

so yun....

taena 27 na ko hahahaha.... 4years from now wala na ko sa kalendaryo lolz

daming nagsasabi that im old na raw, so its about timeto have a family of my own, pero sabi ko nga i cant feel na 27 na ko at matanda na ko coz im still young at heart

ang daming kong gustong gawin sa mga susunod pang mga araw. and i know that God will lead me and guide me all the way...

happy beerday na lang to me!

saka na ang burger hahahaha

p.s sana payagan na kong mag undertime ni boss, coz im excited na to make ayos of my new home ( coño tone)...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

wala lang!

i been wanting to write a blog since last week, but i didnt know when & how start..

sa sobrang dami ng mga pumapasok sa isip ko na gusto kong isulat, naguguluhan na ang kapiranggot kong utak .

ive been thinking of a lot of things this past few days.

ive been thinking of my upcoming birthday and how i will celebrate it..

ive been thinking of not celebrating my birthday this time, not the usual celebration na inuman at pamorningan. wala lang parang im really not in the mood to celebrate or go out on my birthday!

parang napapagod or nagsasawa na ko na ive been doing the same every year, na parang wala namang nangyayari.. i mean walang kabuluhan...

if ever i want to celebrate my birthday i just want to celebrate it san withmy family kaya lang impossible dahil may pasok pa nun ang sister ko atsunday pa sila luluwas ng mama ko, so were just going to the church on sunday then eat eat after.

i want to celebrate din sana with roan pero mas impossible, dahil even if we both want distance is separating us.

ive been planning of celebrating my birthday on my new room.. hehehe sa wakas makakaplipat na rin ako, at may matatawag na kong sariling tahanan na kwarto hehehe..

wala lang! isip ko lang...


bahala na kung ano mangyari sa araw na yun!