Ok so its not good that you envy someone, but i really cant help it.
So i saw lizzle's (0ne of contact/ friends in multiply) picture a few minutes ago, and saw a ring on her profile, i got curious so i decided to take a look on it and i found out that his bf just proposed to her on their 8th year anniversary.
So here I am, thinking again, and a lot of questions kept popping on my mind. I know its bad to feel this way, but i just simply cant help it.
I want to know how it feels, same thing that lizzle felt when the love of her life proposed to her. But i guess i have to wait, till when thats i didnt know. Maybe another 2, 3, 4 or even 5 years.
I dont know whats got into me that everytime i hear or saw that someone just received a proposal from her bf, i got envy and disappointed because im not on their feet. But i know my turn will come in due time, i just didnt know when.
