personal : you are the one

for 27 years of my life, ive been thru a lot of relationships. most of them failed but still no regrets. for the past relationships i had ive learned a lot.

from the last serious relationship i had, ung mga sumunod dun puro failure na talaga. i kept on praying to HIM na sana ibigay nya na ung lalaking kayang mahalin ako with no if's and buts..

yung kayang tanggapin ako for who i am.

ive waited for many years until he came.

for the past 3 years of our relationship a lot of trials came, and we almost break up. akala ko wala ng recon na mangyayarin but God has been so good to me/ to us..

days passed that we havent had any communication until we meet again and all the heartaches & bitterness just gone by..

i know he's really the one, the one ive been waiting for, the one who accepts me for who i am for what i am..

YOU ARE THE ONE by Toni Gonzaga

Another day passes by and I’m dreamin’ of you

And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come true

Somewhere, somehow I’ll find you

even though it takes all of my life(all of my life, ooh hoh)

[refrain 1]
And when I fin’lly do (and when I fin’lly do)

I know inside my heart (I know inside my heart)

That there could be no doubtI knew it from the start

[chorus]

(You are the one)You are the one that

I’ve been searching for my whole life through(You are the one)

You are the one

that I’ve been looking for and now that I found you

I’ll never let you go

I’ll hold you in my arms‘

Cause you are the one

Another night spent alone

and I’m lyin’ in the dark (I’m lyin’ in the dark)

I don’t know your name

but I know your voice sings to my heart

A sweet melody, a symphony of love

[refrain 2]I know that come one day (I know that come one day)

A time for you and me (a time for you and me)

To fin’lly be together‘

Cause I know we’re meant to be

[repeat chorus except last line]
[bridge]

Forever is meaningless word

even though you’re here with me

Here by my side, here in my heart
I’ll never let you go

I’ll hold you in my arms

[repeat chorus 2x]

‘Cause you are the one

You are the one

Haylabsyu baby and i miss you sooooooooo much :))

Love life: A little bit of envy, a little bit of disappointment

Ok so its not good that you envy someone, but i really cant help it.

So i saw lizzle's (0ne of contact/ friends in multiply) picture a few minutes ago, and saw a ring on her profile, i got curious so i decided to take a look on it and i found out that his bf just proposed to her on their 8th year anniversary.

So here I am, thinking again, and a lot of questions kept popping on my mind. I know its bad to feel this way, but i just simply cant help it.

I want to know how it feels, same thing that lizzle felt when the love of her life proposed to her. But i guess i have to wait, till when thats i didnt know. Maybe another 2, 3, 4 or even 5 years.

I dont know whats got into me that everytime i hear or saw that someone just received a proposal from her bf, i got envy and disappointed because im not on their feet. But i know my turn will come in due time, i just didnt know when.

The Break Up

I Just watched the movie "The Break Up" staring vince vaughn and jennifer anniston. Such a nice film kaso medyo bitin.

Minsan talaga pag nagsasama ang couple saka lang nila narerealize ung differences nila. And i think that movie suits me and my bf...

Pag mahal natin ang isang tao, we will do everything to please the guy, to the point na makakalimutan na natin ang talagang gusto natin at kung minsan ungbuong pagkatao natin. We will do things na kahit ayaw natin basta gusto ng taong mahal natin..

That movie made me realized one thing " mas masarap gumawa ng mga bagay kasama ang mahal mo, kahit na ayaw mo minsan at di mo gusto as long as ur doing it with the one u love, masaya na rin and in a relationship dapat talaga give and take... "

But one thing is for sure ayokong mangyari samin ung nangyari sa "the break up" hehehe ang pangit kasi tingnan na ur so much inlove before tapos because of thedifferences kakalimutan nyo na ang respeto nyo sa isat isa.

he's really getting sweet

so Roan is getting sweet ... and ako naman eh kinikilig at nahipuan ng konti (konting hipo lang talag ;D)..

well, di naman kasi siya actually sweet and he's really not that showy especially. Before, nakukunsumi talaga ko dahil di ako sanay ng di sweet sakin ang bf ko hehehe, but now atleast he's improving . and i love that improvement ;D

Nung una ayaw ko na umasa talaga na magbabago pa siya at magiging but im really glad that he's trying his best to be sweet. Dumating pa nga ako sa point na talagang sumuko na ko at ayaw ko ng umasa na magbabago pa siya...

God has really been so good to us...

this is one of the few things he did for me..

a poem...

ang ngiti mo sakin ay umaakit
ang mga halik mo na sa akin ay nagpapapikit
ang dantay mong nagbibigay sa akin ng init sa gabing malamig
pag-aabang sayo sa patubig

patungong simbahan na ang kamay mo ang tangan
hanggang sa oras na ikaw ay hagkan
tradisyon nating inuman
kwentuhan na walang hanggan

sa paggising ikaw ang yakap
pag wala ka ikaw ang hinahapulap
sa pagkain ikaw ang kasabay
mahal ko sa pag-ibig sayo hindi ako lulubay

all about love

Kahapon magkasama kami ni BF, we attended the mass, and we were inspired by the homily.

Its about love, syempre marami talagang nakakarelate pag love na ang pinag uusapan..nagbigay ng 4 meanings si Father ng love..

LOVE IS SACRIFICE. - tama naman, if you really love someone dapat marunong tayong magsakripisyo para sa minamahal natin..

LOVE IS DECISION - sabi nya love is a matter of choice. Dahil ito ang pinili mo, dapat panindigan mo, dapat ipaglaban mo.

LOVE IS AN ACTION - well actions speak louder than words, kailangan nating patunayan sa mahal natin na mahalaga sila sa atin. dapat ipadama natin yung love and care natin sa kanila sa pamamagitan ng gawa.

LOVE IS A COMMITMENT - pagnagmahal ka dapat alam nyo yung responsibilidad nyo sa isat isa. Dapat hindi tayo basta basta susuko..

Madaling sabihin na mahal kita, pero alam nga ba natin ang tunay na kahulugan ng pagmamahal?

Sabi ni Father malalaman daw natin ang status ng magpartner sa pamamagitan ng paglalakad.

Kung nauuna daw lumakad ang babae at nasa likod ang lalake ang ibig sabihin daw nun, nanliligaw pa lang yung lalake.

Kung magkasabay daw ibig sabihin sinagot na.

Pero pag mag asawa na, nauuna ng lumakad ang lalaki at nasa likod ang babae.

Bakit nga kaya ganun noh, pag mag asawa minsan nawawala na yung sweetness sa isat isa.
Lalo na kung yung babae eh lumapad or tumaba ng husto, tinatabangan na ang lalake.

Di ba nung kinasal kayo nangako kayo na mamahalin nyo ang isat isa hanggang sa pagtanda...

Destiny daw oh!

sabi nya we are destined to each other..

fuck, pwede nga kaya un? kahit na mdalas eh di kayo magkasundo?

weve been in an on and off relationships. as in broke three times pero dahil mahal ko nga potah compromise na naman ako..

haaaaaaay hirap na masarap mainlove..

hirap kung ang karelasyon mo eh mahirap at kung minsan di makaintindi. yung tipong di naiintindihan ang salitang "compromise"

masarap kasi potah henlababo ka, para kang nasa cloud 9 pag kasama mo siya. nawawala ka sa sarili sa kanyang mga haplos at halik hehehehe

haaaaaaaaay oh pag ibig hahamakin ang lahat masunod ka lamang...